My Christmas In Heaven

I wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happier New Year
I am spending my Christmas in Heaven that is crystal clear
I know your heart is broken because I seem so far away
I want you to know; I am in your loving heart to stay

My soul and Spirit lives within your heart
and I am promising you, we will never part
I will continue to whisper to you like a gentle prayer
trying to assure you, I am in God's Eternal Loving care

Mail out your Christmas cards and hang up our stockings too
because I am filling your stocking this year just for you
I am stuffing your stocking with Peace, Joy, Happiness and Love
from all the Angels, Saints, and our Father from Heaven above

I am enjoying the Peace, Joy, Happiness and Love in Heaven
because Jesus died on the Cross with His last words of Seven
Remember the Kingdom of God is there for us all to share
as long as we remain in His Grace until our last prayer

My wish for you this Christmas is that you shall hear
my Joys of Peace and Happiness in Heaven is quite sincere
I am sending you His Gift of Love for you my dear
Have a Merrier Christmas and a Happier New Year


Coyright@1997Pamela Marie Graul-Gwizdala



Coyright@1997Pamela Marie Graul-Gwizdala

Today I will Trust

Happy Mother's Day

Especially for you on Mother's Day was written in the hope my poem would help me get through  Mother's day without Rebecca in my life to celebrate. I am in hoping this poem will give you peace.     

Especially for you on Mother's Day

I am wishing you a Happy Mother's Day from me to you
as Our Lord sends His Grace and Love all year through
I am praying in our Heavenly Rose Garden with Mary too
in Thanksgiving for my special Mother and all that you do

I have taken your broken heart to Heaven for all to see
what a beautiful loving mother you have been to me
I have asked Our Lord to set your grieving heart free
while I have been singing Ave Maria on bended knee

 I will shower you with Serenity Roses from Heaven above
so that you may see a glimpse of Our Savior's purest Love
Spread your arms like the wings of Our Peaceful white Dove
while sharing His consolation and compassion like a warm glove


When you are trying to fall to sleep way past eleven
vision me with all the Angels and Saints in Heaven
While you see Ecstasy because of what Jesus has given
dream of Paradise with His Heavenly words of Seven

Roses are so beautiful, gentle and sweet with delight
as, I am hoping you will sleep more peacefully tonight
Our Heavenly Angels will embrace you so near and tight
until the morning sun awakes you with His warmest light

 This poem is especially for you on this Mother's Day

because you enriched my life with love in every way

I know you will never understand why I couldn't stay

because there was so much we wanted to do and say

I wish you a Happier Mother's Day from all Our Angels too

I am praying on this Mother's Day, that you are not so blue

So, just pick up your daily crosses as our Jesus taught us to 

then, offer your sufferings to save souls in all that you do 

Copyright@1998 Pamela Marie Graul-Gwizdala

Appearances

Give me the Grace

I think about you....

Sunsets

Today I will....

   

Life Reactions

 " Life is 10% of what happens to me and  90% to how I react to it"

  

Happy Birthday Lisa

My Understanding of God's Grace

God's Grace was hard for me understand until  I wrote My Understanding  My main  intentions for my writings was to help comfort other's in their grief.  In no way did I ever realized that this would be my comfort through my grieving  process of loosing my daughter, Rebecca.  My comfort was the Grace received from God.  "For it is in the giving that we receive."

My Assumption of Love

   My Assumption of Love

by Pamela M. Graul-Gwizdala

All the days of my life

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my mother held me in her arms, hugged and kissed me

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my grandmother served me warm milk and cookies

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my mother unselfishly gave us children her food

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my puppy licked my face as she wagged her tail

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my father ran beside me as I rode my bicycle

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my mother dried the tears and placed a band-aid on my knee

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my parents helped me purchase my first car

I assumed; I knew what love was

When a boy kissed and held me in his arms while we danced

I assumed; I knew what love was

When a man asked me to marry him at the age of nineteen

I assumed; we knew what love was

When we made a promise through our vows to love, honor and cherish

I assumed; we would love each other forever

When I held my first child in my arms and gazed into her eyes

I assumed; I knew what love was

When I rocked and read stories to my children

I assumed; I knew what love was

When my husband and I were legally divorced

I assumed; we had forgotten what love was

When I held my nineteen-year-old daughter’s hand

in the Emergency Room

I assumed; I knew what love was

No What If's

There are no what if's in my life.  When we say these two words; we go through depressing thoughts where we  tend to have a hard time pulling ourselves back out.  So take "what if" out of your vocabulary.

My Understanding

I wrote the below speech at 3:00 am on the morning of Rebecca's Funeral Mass. With the help and Grace from God; I walked up to the altar at the microphone and said this speech after the clossing of the Mass.

My Understanding

In Loving Memory of
Rebecca Lynn Gwizdala
Mass on October 5, 1996

My Children are the Greatest Gift
God Has ever given me
throughout my life experiences.

My Children have enriched my life,
and I thank God every day for this
Special Blessing.

I always knew that you were
only borrowed. And, one day,
you would be the one
I would have to return
Home too soon.

This has been my biggest cross,
as your Mother to carry
on my journey back Home.

My First Day

On April 27, 2012 was my first day of Blogging.  I choose Google because of my trust in their company. Today will be learning how to make my main page with their different layouts.

In Loving Memory

In Loving Memory of

Rebecca Lynn Gwizdala

April 3, 1977 - October 2, 1996 

My plans are to post my poems  that  I wrote after my daughter, Rebecca passed away.  Rebecca was a beautiful lady with her  charm, wisdom, compassion, and love, .  Her heart was filled with gentle kindness that shown through her making sure her organs were donated in case of her death to Gift of Life .    Gift of Life was  able to give back four lives with  Rebecca's donation from her kidneys, liver and pancreas.